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I can't escape

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Everywhere I go,
There is a trace of a memory,
Of you and I,
Making me not want to reside at home,
Walk through the park,
Go to school,
Wander around the neighborhood,
Spend Tuesday nights out at the event,
They all make me feel sick,
And weak,
I can't even look at my own horse,
Bother to draw nor write,
Singing either,
And I cannot stand it,
Because everything I do,
Reminds me of you,
Sleeping doesn't help,
Everything is a dream with you,
Reminiscing on our memories,
Or thinking about this mess,
Just as if I was awake,
Eating is no longer a priority,
Due to all these thoughts that wrack my brain,
Making me go completely insane,
I just want the pain to cease,
And dissipate,
Everything replays in my head as if it happened yesterday,
I just want to find solace with a brick to my skull,
And end it all,
Bash it in until I feel the life leaving my finger tips,
The death in my eyes can finally take over the rest of my body,
Falling over with a smile plastered on my face,
The blood trickling down and filling the cracks in my skin,
Then pooling out,
Poison exiting my body,
I swear when it all collects it will be black,
Like all the dreams I'll never see,
Wishes that have faded,
The life that slipped away,
Sweet serenity in Death,
As it takes me,
The only escape I see fit,
Because I will forever suffer living,
And so I'm better off dead.

 







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