things I have been thinking about

Landfall

I was out staring at the stars last night again,
wishing I would see something new,
but they all looked the same,
and I felt that way too.
Today, I'm picturing myself somewhere else,
perhaps next to the ocean in a nice house,
trying to drill my dreams from my hard head,
hoping my gushed brains will be the real me.
I'm in landfall,
nothing is changing, nothing free.