My Beliefs Sift through All That Discourages When I am Adjacent To Happiness


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What do I need
where do I go to take a break from me
 where do I begin
where is there an end to all my
hypocrisy
I do what I Say I wont
I know I'm going to feel like total $h^t in the morning

I never know what I'm getting into
I just
run through $h^t like there are no barriers
Believeing at that moment that my arms are wings
I need a leash something to control me
A relationship to force me to grow up
Damn I need to
want to
but can't seem to
I need a little push

cause
you'd find me crawling
heaving my last breath
just to leap
from
the tallest building
 thinking
I might just survive the fall

Something has to be done about my optimistic intentions
Perception altered
innocence now prey to stupidity

It was written in the stars before when they spoke to me
in a sober frame of mind
they looked up to me and now their looking down
it seems
again I've disappointed them
they show me why they are so careful with me
cuz' otherwise I would die trying to have a good time

the truth hurts but it means everything
everybody lies
 thinking no noticed
Or is noticing
how we
bull $h^t
 but still take that leap
falling
gravity
defies my beliefs
I was flying
All the way down  
All the way down I was
dying falling toward sober



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