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yosph
On the brink
On the verge
Urges to give up
But I always stayed strong
Then you said so long...

So it began and now it ends with this
How can someone who talks so much
Reveal so little
You loved me through my highs
I really needed you during my lows
This piece became so pivotal
Told me you wouldn't leave
Yet you were so persistent to go
I can't blame you...only myself
At first, my bet was on the language barrier
You were all about life's social benefits
I was just about our...relationship
Your friends were family 
I was trying how to figure how I became the enemy
I guess I never left that status
Always had to prove my worth 
I just wanted you and I to be we
That's where I failed us
On different levels, on different love dialects
Years ago I should have let you go
Though you begged me to fight
Why didn't I go with my gut
I have no regrets though this comes close
I have yet to unleash my emotions 
So I'm just releasing my mind FHTP
Finally came to realize 
Your reluctance...your doubts of our similarities 
No matter how hard I pushed
My stubbornness coupled with
Your fears lead to our demise
Let's hope Karma's time is done here
Finally gone with her bag of tricks
...This still doesn't explain 
Why it was me you kissed
It does answer the question of Is It Enough
I never imagined this is what the answer would be
So it began and now it ends with this 

¥☼MOI☼¥  21 Feb 16

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