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 A New Woman


Had not a thought
Gone with the troop
To the Shisha 
Green leaves
How one hoped 
They were herbal 
To unlease the inner most 
Poison extracted from the monster 
Leaf 
That only caused great strain 
Nobody was around to see 
You had no idea 
How much neglect was there 
I was so alone 
I cried so hard 
When I needed a friend 
Nobody ever came 
When I needed a cuddle 
Daddy was in his grave 
Had I wondered if he cremated over time 
Mum on greenway 
It was just too much 
To have no emotional support 
Through Foggy bitter tears I began to cut 
It made me wonder why I  couldn't stop
Or what feelings i was connecting with
Until one day I just had enough 
Suicide raced  my mind 
Luckily God wasn't ready to see me Go 
He appointed me a great gift
One night my sister cried in shock
Gave me the cuddles i was craving 
The Kiss on my head i needed so much
So forever grateful I was to her 
That I never stopped giving to her 
As i loved her and her children my Goldmines
Lord helped mum through the bereavement 
I was helped in her grief 
So was my brother 
Our faith in our Lord stronger 
As we all connected together 
To realize being there is better
Than being alone in the same home
In and out like strangers
I continued to write 
NO MATTER HOW DARK IT MAY 
BE ON A STARLESS NIGHT








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