My life is now a Sitcom
Everyone is waiting
For me to mess up
Waiting to make headlines
Awaiting the Pay per view
Stalking my socials
Wanting to know whats new
Its not easy being mainstream
Promotion came easy until fist hit the head
Seizures controlling me
Eyes blurring to blindness
The pressures were mounting upon me
Envy was burning
People were churning
Trying to hurt me
The only choice was to be strong
I'm not celebrity
Police won't take me seriously
Its not easy being a victim of Child abuse
Sexual harassment and assault
Its messing up my career
I sometimes ask myself
Why did i do this
Poetry is my life and the only way
To make the wage is to be social
I never knew envy would mean being hospitalized
I never knew someday i may have to leave my family
Only to be safe from harm
Its in the 15 season
Every one is now a hawk
Only not to sign me
To beat me down until I'm nothing
I must be a solider, but having known this life
Would be so hard
I could have been something else
I couldn't't leave my passion
Words love me and i love them too
My heart leaks ink
Even when its breaking
Normal people's hearts bleed
Mine leaks Ink
I can't help, but be who i am
Life is not easy I am not a wall
I am not concrete
I sometimes get depressed
I always Wish ESC was real
So i can escape into a wonderland of love
A wonderland of affection and peace
I gotta stand here and show them
I am not going to let them hurt me
Everybody is waiting for season 16
Just to watch me fail
I won't let you stalk me
I won't let you get me
I will show you I can make it bigger and better than ever
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