Anger for the love upon blood
Things that had been allover
No defense mechanism
Other than to hurt siblings
Leading to a dangerous root
All one can fear is when they hang themselves
Either run or hang
Nobody except God saw her tears
She cried buckets from the evil within
No more could she stand breathing nor bleeding the same
She ran into a field where there was nothing
All she could see were trees, skies and grass
She knew she had to face her doom
Only she lost her friend on this path
Her secrets felt safe and only she said one
To fix her sibling and therein her other sibling spewing evil
Making her out to be some kind of psycho
Misheard communications now out in the open
Her friend no longer cared
Her cuts on her thighs none could check her arms
Only she knew now the only true friend is her Lord
This was a lesson for life
Do not mix friends with siblings
Nor speak a word to friends
Only unless you know they won't talk back
Her sibling whom her friend had hurt was honest
Now this girl in the loop wondering what other secrets to be exposed
So she had left everything and everybody behind
Without even a thought
Tonight she gets her train to some place where she can start anew
Only she had to leave her good sibling behind the sister who cared
Trully unlike the other who told her friends she was evil and they deserved the pain
Only her intention wasnt evil and she wanted freedom from the private of hate
Hiding and pretending had almost threw her off a cliff in real life
She cried buckets and nobody, but her lord wiped them clear
PEople do not care
you cannot lean on them
They always expose you and hurt you
They always destroy you without intention
Even family hurt you
She saw her family as just normal people
So she didn't speak a word to them
They lost her and she went into the light
Without them