What else can you do
When you can't feel through
All you did the past 13 years is make me numb
Made me feel so ugly and so dumb
I just want you out of my life
Why was i your wife
All the years of negligence and abuse
Why did i stay left no excuse
Frightened of the blow
You hurt me phyiscally you left me so low
I resorted back to blades
Within all that fades
I don't like the fighting nor the desposition
Its the only positiion
Its the only way
To get out the darkness i have to say
Everytime i felt i was sinking
You was never blinking
To save me
You left me drowning in my epilepsy
Everything was blaming me
For all you couldn't see
I tried so hard
You made me feel so bard
I fought through the negativity
Building positivity
Until i was desperate to get away
Man i needed a lifeline yesterday
I needed a lifeline everyday
It didn't matter if i was in love with you
It aint always good to push through
Things that are bad for you
I was only 17 years old
Had i been told
You'd unfold
Evil within
I would have never let you break me i'd never let you in
You almost killed everything left of me
So now you will see
This fight aint over
So moveover
I am coming out of my shell
I am not a Girl anymore i am a woman with a story to tell
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