Emotions all sorts of mixed
Looking for a quality healthy fix
Some kind of normalcy
Cold turkey's not a remedy
Just part of disaster's recipe
You're over there erasing memories
Not even 2 seconds later
I've got an ex texting me
Giving lines I only want to hear from you
Only few will understand
How you course through my veins
Navigating the waves like it's your trade
For any other woman I was not made
Listen to my words just don't react
I'm over hear healing
Going through a lifetime of feelings
It wasn't just your average pact
Took my whole life to make...fact
I just need a bit of normalcy
Too much has been ripped from me
Borrowing Tony's clown mask
From his project
So I can put on this act
Feels like I'm in a drunken stupor
Though I'm sober
One right question
Will trigger an unexpected reaction
No one's ready for
To include this gentleman
Just a bit of normalcy
Guess that's too much to ask I see
Laughter has gotta come from somewhere right
Even if I'm the joke...hahahaha
That wasn't planned
But could be true
All I ever did is love you
¥☼MOI☼¥ 26 Jul 17
Maybe this is normalcy
Cause the pain sure is true
In this fallen earth
My core cries out
For the angel who walks this world
The one I long for
Although no one knows
Red heart now blue again
Where there is no reason or rhyme
I'm sure I could keep that promise a million years
