I don't want to breathe as these tears roll down my face!
Devastated by the reality of the distance we now face!
Where is your emotion you seem so cold.
Just 5 months in but the love has grown old.
No more time for me. Reluctant smiles and pity.
You don't reply to my texts or calls.
Which sows the seeds of doubt!
Occupied with all the why's and trying to work you out!
I feel like I don't know my own mind anymore. It feels like the trust has gone!
No more love, sex or physical affection
Why? You were the one!!
In the beginning you ripped off my clothes.
And even massaged my toes.
Cinema tickets & champagne BBQ's,
Driving with the roof down whilst we jammed to rap tunes!
Where has the love gone? An unexpected twist! As my love for you grows deeper, to be parted is your wish..
The distance grew as emotionally & physically you check out!
Filling my mind with sadness, misery, mistrust & doubt!
Oh let's not forget Gloria with her frequent calls and texts!
No respect for our relationship which made me frequently vexed!
Powerless to stop this spiralling out of control! Powerless to understand your final goal..
You didn't want to waste my time! A 90% girl. In a 10% missing world!
You say you love me then you get up & leave!
What other misery do you have up your sleeve!
I now know I am not the one for you, as I value myself more than you could ever do!
I deserve more than you could ever be so take you life of drama, deceit & mistrust far away from me.
I wish you well in all that you do & hope the future Ms Cameron has that extra 10% for you!!