The paths we take, begins with the
choices we make. We cannot keep
repeating the old and not suffer.
Time to get up and out from under
the covers and for God's sake, stop
Not very admirable passing the buck.
Looking to find ways to cover up, run
and duck. Some may think they
have a streak of luck, but in reality,
they couldn't be
And as I write these words I have
to question what part of me does the
same? As I discover the various ways,
I learn to be more conscious through
out My days.
There is a lot of denial to dig through.
What amazed me... the more I
released them the more I realized,
what I had been seeking for was
with me all along. my life hasn't been
This knowledge provided within it a Truth
unlike any known before. Yes, of course
after all explored, the savior of my soul,
the only one that ever could be...low and
behold is me
Life events along with the people in it
makes recognizing this a difficult feat.
There are times I believed I was at
another's mercy and without a doubt
victim of my circumstance. Many times,
I've thought to myself, if this is loving
no thanks, it stank!
Yet if not for the experiences forcing
me to actually look within, with so many
over the years, I’ve opened myself to
An overwhelming sea of emotions,
cried many tears. Some express
joy, while others are laden with
self-doubt, sorrow and fear.
Understanding what comprises a
human being, the two operating
forces that created our very existence,
if you will, the mental and emotional
body of God...Vision and Experience.
While one is seated in the mind and
the other leads us to feel and know.
This is what life bestows.
It's finding a balance between them
nestled in the heart. There is no time
like the present for this kind of journey
for one to embarked. Bring acceptance
and be gentle on the self when arriving
face to face with what was left behind
and in existing in the dark.
One must remember when doing so,
to bring with them loving light. The warm
soft glow eases the rejecters fright. As
well as help us to heal what the grip of
denial has inflicted in it's hellish
eternal night. Our objective here is
healing into wholeness.
The unknown becoming known in the
presence of our mind, free of judgments
against them of any kind. There is no
other way to feel what's unseen but
near. Quite similar to what we desire
when wronged by others, who refuse
to take responsibility much less want to
How many of us realize the countless
times we've dealt with our emotions in
the same way. Our solution has been to
keep them at bay and far away, while our
emotional body is forced to hold the
feelings of death and decay. Don't you t
hink they might have something to say?
When we find ourself in the clutches of
judgments against certain emotions as
they begin to surface, we will know we
are on the right path, because they feel
bad. Our first choice has been to deny
them, but even then it never seemed
to matter speaking for myself, as my
freedom from them would never last.
So please be patient, remain open as
much as you can, Ask God to join you,
he's been eagerly waiting too. Yes, to
look within, bring acceptance and his
loving light to the denied emotional body,
namely his other half the Divine Mother
in you. You'll begin to understand and
will discover once you do, it's within your
grasp to experience true happiness.
we now know true freedom comes
when we release our judgment, let l
oving light reach our brokenness and
allow expression. Giving back his
other half her voice depends upon
our choice, Healing into wholeness
isn’t an easy task, but in choosing too,
our salvation will come at last.
PS: Some of my views are not mainstream.
How I believe, is just that. To say mine is the
only true way is limiting the limitlessness of
God. Any and all are good as long as it is
based in love. God Bless