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When I stand in front of you
At the gate
Will you let me in?
Will the good deeds
Ever
Outweigh my sins?

If I were to walk the grounds
Of your home, Divine
Will I be basking in your son?

Finally, let go this pain
Live again without the suffering?

Or is it for eternity
Who I'm meant to be?

In an un-moving un-changing
Purgatorial destiny?

I CAN accept that
If it be THY will
Not MY own self fufillimg prophecy...

During this trudge through my life...

I've

Questioned...

Questioned?

Questioned!!

Questioned,until
I was clouded..
Doubting
Shrouded in the dark..

Yet the answers still
Don't come to me
Just remaining
Unsolved mysteries..

This fear
Has hit it's mark.

But I will kneel..
And let it all go
Even broken
Or trembling..

Because now
I am here Lord...
As a sinner
trying at this Living..

learning your Love and power
Through your Forgiving..

So, that I might LIVE
Instead of just existing.

Surrealdancingpoet






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