Penciled Thoughts
Not So Good
I wander blindly through my life
trying to be good.
Or am I just a foolish man
with a heart of wood?
I try so hard at who I am
you say I've failed at that.
That I don't care I look away
you crushed me where I sat.
Messing up's a constant thing
you say I don't think fast.
When I thought I was the lead
you say that I am last.
I screw up at things I do
but doesn't everyone?
Things I carry weigh me down
they must weigh a ton.
The sadness that I feel is real
I love you very much.
I'm lost and can't find my way
I don't know very much.
I try to learn, improve myself
I'm running out of time.
Just one time could you smile
and say I'm doing fine?
I wander blindly through my life
trying to be good/
Or am I just a foolish man
with a heart of wood?
I try so hard at who I am
you say I've failed at that.
That I don't care I look away
you crushed me where I sat.
trying to be good.
Or am I just a foolish man
with a heart of wood?
I try so hard at who I am
you say I've failed at that.
That I don't care I look away
you crushed me where I sat.
Messing up's a constant thing
you say I don't think fast.
When I thought I was the lead
you say that I am last.
I screw up at things I do
but doesn't everyone?
Things I carry weigh me down
they must weigh a ton.
The sadness that I feel is real
I love you very much.
I'm lost and can't find my way
I don't know very much.
I try to learn, improve myself
I'm running out of time.
Just one time could you smile
and say I'm doing fine?
I wander blindly through my life
trying to be good/
Or am I just a foolish man
with a heart of wood?
I try so hard at who I am
you say I've failed at that.
That I don't care I look away
you crushed me where I sat.
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