Loved as only I know
There is nothing we can hold onto forever
like sand always falling through your hands
maybe a small grain of truth I can hold onto…?
But most I simply fail to understand.
Relationships always troubled and concerned me
trying to live up to whatever image is seen?
never sure who I was or who I was meant to be…
but I was always a troubled soul underneath.
Love always seemed to baffle and confused me
It felt so easy to want and need another soul
but the love I believed now know was only ambition
to be loved in a way that I know.