I forgive you because I'm a slave to Allah
Who I never saw before, but I know He exists
It's like when you tell me you are your twinflames exist and your soulmate
Only we are promised one in Jennah if we do not meet on Earth
Our mission is to get close to Allah and nobody else
I knew I was sidetracked by my achievements in life
Perhaps my ego was getting in the way because I have been hurt and misunderstood so much
People are often envious of my will power and create slander
Would you know I'd take a bullet to save a soul I'm dear to especially if it were a parent because the kids deserve the love
Plus I couldn't live with the guilt
I kept my love hidden inside because people had ridiculed me, shamed my kindness and decided to take over my achievements
It's okay, I'm close to my creator I have done many things nobody even knows about
In hope Allah will forgive us all
Someday
Now just read this and remember that we aren't perfect
I'm just a person who feels far too deeply I'm an empathic person like many others can be
It's often made people mock me all of my life
Kindness is not weakness
I saw my father be this kind sweet ball of joy and I miss him every second and I know I can't havd him back until its time for jennah