I miss you
Life's so hard without you here
I can't stand it anymore
There's so much I need to say to you
There's a bunch of reasons why
Not everyone understands me like you do
My heart really hurts right now
I think of you and I just need to hold you
It's hard I want to cry on you, but I can't
All I can do is pray for you
If only people knew what I went through on a daily basis
Not knowing the effects of dementia, the pain I endured had been so hard
I just feel nobody will ever have any empathy
I'm not a robot I have to eat, drink, rest and take care of my health too
If you were here too I'd take care of you too and life will be much better
It won't be like this, lifes harder being a woman without a father
Especially when you aren't in a long term commitment
People say the worse things about me, but not to my face and even if I catch them they run
They can't even confront me
What did I do to deserve this
I know I didn't and I'm being tested
I miss you so much dad
I can't wait to hold you
It's been too long
Father's day
I sent you a helium balloon with my love and achievements
I hope you're proud I'm not proud yet I still have somethings to accomplish
I have a good gratitude, but I'm over ambitious dad