I know nobody can save me, but myself
I put my guard down and I watched your flames burn me
Never again will I leave my home without a fire extinguisher
I got so used to being the only one you loved
Now you burn me with the fire of a thousand sun's
Like I'm not even human
Yes I'm strong, I'm independent and I don't know if this is hurting my soul or my heart
I feel pain from the top of my head to the bottom of my toes
I never felt this way before
You were my first and maybe my last
You made me love and made me trust and believe in a life with a companion
Now I just want to go back to how it is
Just myself because I hate that you brought out my vulnerability
I'm a woman who hates crying, I never cry
Now I don't know why my eyes are speaking a language I can't understand
Its warm, acidic, deep, damp and dark
I know God will get me through this
I keep wondering why this is happening!
Why me and why tonight?
Like I'm under some evil obsessed narcissistic curse who holds a grudge against me
Like some evil blockages that will never go away until he dies
I resent the day I ever saw any of you
You're selfish, cold hearted and evil
I forgive and let God take the reins
Whilst I grieve my heartache from years of bottling up torturous pain
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