I remember all those years ago
Your pain caused me to want to die a slow and painful death
Without even a thought to how I'd end up
I just grabbed the box and swallowed them all whole, but my body kept forcing them right out
My blood was too Angelic and my heart was too empathic
God was telling me don't go because the world needs you
Don't be hurt nobody is worth losing you
You're my sweetheart and I can't let you die
You're beautiful inside and out
You will get hurt by many, but I have a special plan and place for people like you
Who never stop loving even after countless abuse and torment by others
I find a beautiful girl looking at me with tears in her eyes
I was feeling sick and she said she was glad I'm alive and her heart would break forever without me
Assured that there would be more happy times and not constant abuse and bullying
She hugged me for hours and It was the first time I cried so hard
Waterfalls fell out and tides of the sea filled up the room
We took a boat, a coffee and some biscuits and talked
I took therapy and helped myself because I said someday I want to save others too
I knew I was 19 and had milestones to go
The first thing I had to toss in the trash was my memories of school, child abuse and deception
The second was to throw this narcissistic husband out of my life who treats me like a possession and sex animal and nothing more
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