I know when he's sad
There's this horrible pain
It begins below the left shoulder trying to push out toward the neck
Then there's this pain in the throat
The waist and heart
Almost like some kind of voodoo
He springs to mu mind like lightening
Like he wants me to feel for him
All I feel is confusion
I feel resentment and anger
Left out in the cold abd forced to take solitude
Now I'm being pulled out of my hermit
Where I feel happy