Don't be afraid
I act like I don't need you
But I'm waiting for you
To come protect me
There's a lot of bad men out here
Who abuse women
So yes I need you
I need you more than you realise
I do defend myself, but it's exhausting
I have God with me at all times
I want a hero
I want a protector
I'm all alone and can you imagine
The late night shifts
The heavy groceries
I struggle on my own
I'm in pain
Masked by a smile
The things that used to give me comfort
Somehow don't anymore
Just work myself until I'm tired
I'm waiting for you
You know we belong together
I had the same dreams too
Maybe I know why we aren't together
So I stepped back and prayed for your joy
If you're happy my soul will be glad
I wrote the love note with the long digit
To tell you I noticed you, but I was just afraid of getting hurt
Afraid of being vulnerable
I was still getting over being abandoned by my ex
I could care less anymore about my bad past
My silly decisions or mistakes
I need to make this future bright
You won't marry someone who looks perfect at all
I'm far from it
Even my personality has glitches
I get upset and angry or annoyed like everybody else
As you might had guessed or noticed
I hate this about myself, but it's just me
I've had a hard life, I jump to conclusions, but reassure me and be my hero
Don't just walk away
I'm not a cheater I love to solve problems and work on things, but you must work with me
I got a lot of patience, but I can't tolerate people taking advantage
I just want to be loved and cared for
All my life I have loved and cared more for others
It's not easy especially when I have nobody to love me back
So I did go through a time where I resented love, men and I realised it wasn't men it was me
I was the problem, I was attracting my unhealed wounds
I had to work on this and I found myself feeling happier
If we belong together I know God will find a way and those three times you smiled at me in my dreams
I know you will smile at me in real life
I'm sorry I hurt you
In the past
I didn't know how to talk to you
You were too handsome and I panicked
I couldn't breathe I started to sweat
It was the winter I knew that was a sign I was falling for you
I was too scared
I didn't want to get hurt
I know I ignore you sometimes
But I am private I don't like people sabotaging My business
Or knowing who I like or don't
I get talked about too easily
Its easier sometimes to forget you, but I can't
I always miss you
I miss seeing you and you getting into your car
Or walking to the shop
Sometimes I need to catch my breath because I can't even breathe
Anyways this is my stupid self
Yes making a fool of myself
For something that won't ever happen
If this happens you'll be my miracle
I'll show you things you'll never expect coming from me
I'll keep that promise to learn all and do what I need to do to keep you
I can't live without you
I don't know how long I can wait
My body is about to burst
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