Have I let you down as a daughter
These are questions I ask myself
Continously
Will you be angry at me that I still haven't got married again
To have children
I saw a dream many years ago it just showed me
You were proud of me, but that was then
I wonder about now?
Is it silly to ask myself if I'm a good woman
Or if I'm good enough?
Is it weird I have all these questions
I know something is wrong and I haven't figured it out yet
I feel hurt at this time and let down literally by multiple people dad
I feel I can only talk to few people
My eyes rarely cry until I'm hurt
I remember bottling up my emotions and having a total breakdown
Now I'm better with this, but I hate this
My friends laugh it off by saying I'm finally becoming a lady
I'm stepping out of this masculine energy, but I can't seem to let one take the wheel its like this
I need to be the gears and hes the wheel
Or it's not meeting me halfway
Do I stay alone until one brings out the best in me
I don't enjoy talking to be talked down to
Yes I'm fiery, but it's me dad
I'm caring, kind, loyal and loving and I just can't help who I am
I know what I want and that's that
I'm not a diva I can meet people half way
Just not the stubborn types
I'm trying because I resent not having kids
I want to show you, but maybe I'll never have my chance
It's almost like a plot against me
I'll just be your creative diamond as you once said to me
You're my beauty and world
I think of you and some tears are happy tears, I miss you and I long to hold you
).setAttribute('href','//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?sitename=celestialeternity&item=home');document['poetimage'].height='45';document['poetimage'].src='//poetrypoem.com/photos/poets/celestialeternity-button.jpg';;WriteLayer('ptitle',null,'Beautiful Day (2)');WriteLayer('ppoem',null,'Beautiful Day (2) Author: Mark V. Markov, Bono (Paul David Hewson) Fits U2’s<a href="//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?poemnumber=1350220&displaypoem=t&sitename=celestialeternity&item=poetry" target="_top" style="text-decoration:none;"><font style="color: #18397C;font: 900 12px times;"> ... More</font></a>');WriteLayer('poetinfocus',null,'celestialeternity');WriteLayer('pdate',null,'2024-04-26')){kind=small}
celestialeternity
).setAttribute('href','//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?sitename=author3578&item=home');document['poetimage'].height='45';document['poetimage'].src='//poetrypoem.com/photos/poets/author3578-button.jpg';;WriteLayer('ptitle',null,'My Father');WriteLayer('ppoem',null,'Hard working Early morning rising Wise sayings Climbing the ladder The fi<a href="//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?poemnumber=1350178&displaypoem=t&sitename=author3578&item=poetry" target="_top" style="text-decoration:none;"><font style="color: #18397C;font: 900 12px times;"> ... More</font></a>');WriteLayer('poetinfocus',null,'author3578');WriteLayer('pdate',null,'2024-04-24')){kind=small}
author3578).setAttribute('href','//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?sitename=poet5170&item=home');document['poetimage'].height='45';document['poetimage'].src='//poetrypoem.com/photos/poets/poet5170-button.jpg';;WriteLayer('ptitle',null,'AN ERASER');WriteLayer('ppoem',null,'AN ERASER Imagine an eraser inside the brain Removing things and causing s<a href="//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?poemnumber=1350173&displaypoem=t&sitename=poet5170&item=poetry" target="_top" style="text-decoration:none;"><font style="color: #18397C;font: 900 12px times;"> ... More</font></a>');WriteLayer('poetinfocus',null,'poet5170');WriteLayer('pdate',null,'2024-04-23')){kind=small}
poet5170).setAttribute('href','//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?sitename=marpor1&item=home');document['poetimage'].height='45';document['poetimage'].src='//poetrypoem.com/photos/poets/marpor1-button.jpg';;WriteLayer('ptitle',null,'‘’ No, There’s No Right Of Appeal ‘’');WriteLayer('ppoem',null,'Our creators are annoyed, They’ll soon be here, As above the planet they hove<a href="//poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?poemnumber=1350212&displaypoem=t&sitename=marpor1&item=poetry" target="_top" style="text-decoration:none;"><font style="color: #18397C;font: 900 12px times;"> ... More</font></a>');WriteLayer('poetinfocus',null,'marpor1');WriteLayer('pdate',null,'2024-04-26')){kind=small}
marpor1
PoetryPoem.com 