I wish I met you
I heard many things
I don't judge, I hate community gossip
Not many or it appears that nobody seems to have wise ears these days
You were my great great grandfather
I wanted to ask you many questions about our Royal bloodline
How the revolutionary took over
How we lost everything
I guess all I'll hear is people's interpretation of the story and never the truth
Like is this truth do I have multiple outer families I never met
I wondered why I saw so much of our name on social media or is it just popular
These questions eat me I've a desire to know
A desire to wonder who had Blepharitis and keratoconus
Who first had epilepsy
Who had ibs, diabetes and kidney failure
I have too many questions
I can't ask your sons
Mum doesn't know
Nobody knows
Why do I have this quench to know?
Am I just being silly?
All our inheritance is in the hands of ungrateful leaders
Who will surely reap karma for taking what wasn't there's, but my ancesters
It wasn't just you, but my dad too
So much stolen and it infuriates me
I'm not younger I'm older and I understand the struggle
Damn that waking up, the travel, the hustle
It's so hard and not everybody appreciiates your hard work
People gossip and look down on you
Like they know you, but they don't know you not even a shave of what you been through
Not even one inch of your grief, loss or your heartache
You built this empire for your kids and grandkids and their kids and its all gone
You want to know something though
I really appreciate you
I admire you and I love you so much
I know we will meet for the first time in Jennah
The heaven and Paradise but first I need to hustle my way out of this dunya haha
Nobody makes it out alive
We get stress, heartache, illness and our bodies get old and weak and fragile and eventually death
Let me please my lord and then I can see my beautiful ancestors
Those who took over are bs because we are the royal bloodline of lahaj Yemen and we always will be