I'm done with bs people
Just want
My family and closest friends and my mother close by
I don't think my heart can take much more
I have a duty to Allah and I don't think I did Enough for Him
Now my eyes opened more
My heart has broken because He never let me down
I let Him down I put so many people first without thinking about my prayers
I feel a deep sense of regret and remorse even if I prayed all 5
I think they could have been better
I dreamed too much instead of being patient and just accepting what wasn't meant to be
My life is this journey and I accept I can only give so much
I'm working so hard I have so much more to give
I hope its not too late
I guess I'll only know when I find out like the last time
If this time is the end
Did I make enough people smile today ?
Or did I pull of that bad resting face
I don't know its my deep thinking mode
I can write how I feel but looking into their eyes is much harder
Especially when you got to share so many vulnerable things you're afraid of being judged
So you run away
Not knowing how to say how much you like them
So happy you found them, but scared that they will go away at the same time
Or you just don't feel good enough
You don't want to leave them heart broken
In the end its love that always wins the soul
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