I'm strong My beautiful rose
I don't need love to feel loved
I don't need a man's finance
Even when times are rough
I always have my Lord to pull me through the darkest Storms
I get tired and exhausted
Someday we may get a gift of Jennah which is better than anything here
Yes I wanted to be that good family woman
The house wife I did and it all fell apart
How many fell victim to passport fraud and I wasn't the first or the last
How many fall victim to cheating even when it isn't their fault
Some people blame other women but never the man
They blame themselves and never his greed or ungrateful unworthiness of himself
I can stand here and take this because one day they'll have nothing else to talk about
Other than how many deeds they have given me
You get well my Rose I'm not giving up
If there is a soulmate he's just lost in the snow
He'll get here or he might be waiting in jennah
In this case I must complete all my deen on my own
So we can live in eternity forever
Isn't that the happily ever after I always wanted
Here it will be full of challenges, hardships and stress
Possibly heated debates and tragedy
Whereas Jennah it is forever
It's nice for people to take care of people
Only there was no rule that forbid women to do this alone
So I became my own soulmate and its not been easy for me
I'm very affectionate, but my cat is perfect for those cuddles that I need and I can get more and more
I think my life maybe cats and not kids
They come home when they're hungry, cruise the neighbourhood, have a fight and look for scraps even though you feed them well
You give them treats, drinks, a good meal and they even want your chicken
Still they want more scraps
They have a fight and they will come home in time for dinner
No drugs, no police calls, no speeding
I guess it's an independent responsible child