~PAST PAIN~
Kris on BBC TV showing the documentary on
his work on Music and Musicology.
It was a very dark time.
There are no words
to express the despair
and sheer helplessness.
I think so positively,
blocking all the negative
thoughts, I am now happy
by counting my blessings.
Sometimes it fails and
severe pain from the past,
invades my tender heart,
drags me down in the past.
The horrors of the drugs
used to reduce the pain,
had horrors of their own,
affecting body and brain.
Those were the days
of the intense pain.
Death could have been
kinder than the pain.
I chose to live and
did not take an easy
way out from the pain.
I chose to live on.
I am now fine and
I have survived.
I lived for loved ones
I thank God I'm fine.
Kris ~ Dreamweaver
www.poetrypoem.com/dreamweaver
