I looked at you
I liked you a lot
Not the type I go for
Only God made me see something beautiful
Your parents looked at me
They hated me
Without knowing me
I felt like trash
I didn't want to run but I was afraid
I thought too deeply into the situation
I felt guilt because I feared hurting you
That night
I pray you find the one
You have lived a hard life
I can see it in your eyes
Its hard not to pray for you
When our lives are different but similar
I never hold grudges
Or have hatred in my heart, or mind or my soul
I could have died, but God knew my kindness served a purpose
My knowledge would save or serve mankind
I just want to let you know what I did was silly
I think we can both learn the art of forgiving
Not jumping to conclusions and I learned not to let guilt or regret take Over
Maybe even more because I didn't speak to anyone for a long time
I let myself heal from all the hidden trauma I bottled up
I was stupid I should have let you speak but it wasn't a lack of patience or that horrific flashback
God just knows we aren't meant to be together
Only we are good friends
I love you a lot I really do
I think you're handsome and someone will think the world of you
If you love yourself a little more ♥️