Before bring an orphan I saw how much people change
Especially the loss of the father
Now people change at the loss of mum
Some are like you're a fly on the wall
It came to my attention I did my wajib to them
I can live anywhere
Do anything
People cling to the idea they need you
When others leave them out in the cold they do need you
Only you need to live a life too
I spent my whole life being kind and caring
Some appreciate it and others don't
It's time to open a new chapter and live a life of solitude
Keep those ideas in and then work on them slowly
I financially supported myself and mum helped me until I was stable then I helped her
Its now that time I need to go to that city
That one that felt beautiful
The one that made me feel at home