It first began the first time you disrespected me
A cycle started there
I saw severe dislike in their eyes you turned a blind eye to
They loved the others more and I wish I believed your words
That day you said them
I kept it in
No matter the pain
I forgot and moved on
Again and again
No matter the words that burned or cut deep
too deep it scarred
I carried on loving you through them scars
Now the words cut deeper than ever
To a point I'm not going to forget
I finally learned my lesson
Why ve around you if you think I wasn't as good as the others
Or responsible enough for my duty
You forgot your words, but Allah heard them all
Even the shouting and belittling
Cut off the rizq, the one that had been there all the time
I would have always, but Allah can see the mistreatment
The hurt and pain
Why do I need to forget
Yes I made mistakes because nobody is perfect
My forgiveness is real its not just for Allah's sake
Its too late to turn things around its been too many years
So much codependancy and too much more love to others
That you forgot the hand that did once feed you
All is not forgotten with Allah
For the time has come and there's no wajib to stop me
No more telling me how much I will regret or feel guilty
Now I can live my life at last
When one can be alone you don't need to shadow them
Alhamdulilah I have Him that's all that matters
You trying to burn me but for your sake and his Sake
I have forgiven
Just not forgot
I won't ever forget
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