All the things I believed in
I just want to get them over with
My heart was drawn to you
You were dark and beautiful
I just wanted to kiss you with all the stubble
The beard hanging allover my face
It was my fantasy
I looked into your eyes and felt a spark
I just felt excited and scared I'd lose you all at the same time
Counting days became months
It's now years and I'm getting impatient
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that were unheard need to get told
It's starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
Did you ever even like me at all
The last four years were just pretend
I'm saying
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I thought I knew
You I can vouch fore I actually loved
The one man that I tried to win and hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
It seemed that I couldn't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and these dreams I'm blinded by such delight
it's not right
It hurts to want everything
To get nothing in return
To dream, change yourself and go up in your career
Work two jobs and make yourself better and better
I wanted you, but I'm not giving in this time
It's time to leave I'm going to go some place you can't see me
I won't see you
When the stars shine
Remember I'm the one you let get away