Nobody cared to love
All they do is look into my eyes
They run away in fear
My life changed multiple times
I overcame illnesses, obstacles
Challenges and I'm still standing here
My love only grows and grows stronger and stronger
My lifeplan was to be an empath
Maybe be alone
Give people love who haven't had kids
Orphans around the world who need a caregiver
This dream is calling me
Like those kids are crying out my name
They are crying for my stability and hugs
It's where I must go one day
I must go to them and give them it all
Everything they need even just a simple sloppyJo
I tried to love narcissists and they just don't understand how to receive love
So long I blamed myself and it wasn't even me
They spoke to me feeling attracted to my energy and inner spirit
Their intentions were possessive, controlling and hurtful
I learned I need me and only me and my lord
In the dark I cry to Him about my wrongs
Or what I could do differently
How I can be better or what a fool I can be
Emotions are easy to express and not easy for others to accept
It's exhausting lying all the time when you are just left alone
Maybe it's why I'm neglected
Thy Lord says to me the orphans need your humanity
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