My heart kept telling me it needs the sun
It saw a sunny place I couldn't make out
Now you come into my life so soon
I'm still fearing being left alone
I'm afraid of being controlled
I can't trust easily but I know I deserve love
I'm not saying you'll reflect my past
I'm saying my past left a shadow on me
I can move on but I'm scared too
I'm afraid that you'll hurt me
I don't want to mess it up
I don't wanna lose you
I'm struggling to believe what you're saying is true
I'll only believe you when I see you take action in your words
I'd rather be alone than to believe in words again