Since you laid your eyes on me
I can't seem to move left or right
I questioned if that smile were genuine
I was afraid of being hurt again
I saw it only a few times
Was it even genuine at all
What soul smiles then leaves someone hanging on a piece of thread
I have my way to test a soul
With you I couldn't do it
I just put my guard down
I sent you messages you didn't even read
I despise the outbox
When you come to my thoughts are they real
Are you thinking of me?
Or is this my imagination
Are you just my fantasy
Why are they so easy to talk to
Yet I'm left on read?
Maybe I'm not as interesting as I thought
Or maybe we just don't align as well as I thought
I feel you in my dreams
You wanting to get closer to me
Is this love or is it lust
Are you afraid of being hurt like me
But you already hurt me
You're so close like less than a mile away but feel like 500 miles away from me