Oh I am far from those cool girls
I'm weird and if you read this
You will be scared
Probably avoid eye contact with me
I'd rather keep my emotions hidden
Than to tell you how gorgeous I think you are
I wish I was like those cool girls
Those cool girls
Who just waltz right up and say I find you alluring
Each time I see you a light blinds me
I'm captivated by the way you look
The way you walk and look at me
You make my heart stop
I wish I was like those cool girls
Oh those insta hotties
Those x/tweeting birds
Those only fans
Those online influencers
Who get the lighting right everytime
Those cool girls who can wear what they want
Have the perfect body, but all I can be is me
I love me and I can't be hurt by rejection
Do I take a risk and tell you
Or do I marry someone I'm not attracted to but will take me years to fall in love
Or just be on my own and do myself
Watch you marry and move on without me
Without me
I tried to run but I come back each time I see your soul
Your eyes captivate me and my heart skips a beat
It skips a beat
I got to run where I can't feel you
I can't feel your energy
I must fall in love and move away
I always dreamt of it
Then you stopped me in My tracks
How dare you look this damn cute and handsome
Then leave me hanging on a piece of thread
On a piece of thread