i notice a tendency
in myself
that makes me wonder,
which is oddly
how i stumbled across,
why is insanity and delerium
so appealing
and how close is my reality
to a dream....
disorder produces a randomness
that even Randomness itself
could not duplicate,
disorder linked to chaos
but born out of logic,
every emotion its oxygen
taken in frantic breaths
tasty but wordless, we do what you told us
when you feel all the air and your head's in the clouds