I keep putting it off.
I just wanting to ignore it.
I know that one day I will have to deal with it.
I'm just afraid to.
It is so much a part of me.
I don't want to let go.
There is so much of that I like.
I just want to be there again.
It hurts to even think about letting go.
It is easier to ignore it.
I don't want want to hurt so ignoring is painless.
Yes, I do know that will make it worse in the end.
It is so hard to let go.
Precious moments is the best way to describe that time.
That time is so perfect.
I'm just wanting to ignore the fact that you are gone.
I'm putting it off again.
I know those pictures need to go.
I need to stop thinking about you.
But ignoring it doesn't make me cry.
I'm just going to ignore this.
I'm just going to let it get worse.
I'm just going to let the memory became a ghost.
I'm just going to let it fester.
