I forced myself to hide my true feelings when you left
I wore a painted smile upon my face while my heart truly wept
I didnt let a tear so much gather in my eye
instead I let myself walk away without saying goodbye
I felt we were so close you couldnt be taken away
I guess I thought you'd be right ba and forever you would stay
I guess i just got used to holding you so close
that I forgot what it was like to feel all alone
I didnt even cry when you slowly turned your ba
and started on your way down the shaded path
I felt like I had to be strong for both you and me
and I wasn't allowed to be weak by shedding a tear for you to see
my house feels so cold without your smile to warm the air
and my room seems so empty to enter and not see you there
my life seems so hollow without you here to make me whole
I cant even lay in my own bed because your not there for me to hold
I wish I could have held you tighter and held you closer more
and told you that I loved you more often that I previously have before
I cant continue with this poem for in my heart this is so much pain
I cant see what I've wrote before because my tears have smeared the page
I can only say I love you , and I hope you're stronger than me
because I feel like a part of me had died, and the other is deceased
