my heart beats faster and things make no sence
my thoughts are clouded, Have i sinned?
my breathing becomes shallow and my pulse runs slow
a pain grows in my chest, telling a story untold
a tear falls down my face, the worry from within pushing out
a prayer describes my concern, not helping and without
powerless my actions prove to be more futile than help
I try and never stop, i give all until nothings left
and then i stop and give more, more than i can spare
i give all leaving me open exposed and in dispair
i sacrifice everything on behalf and to the one
i aid and assist until my assisstance is denounced
i only wanted to be there but instead my pressence renounced
leaving myself feeling inadequate and void
believing myself useless, abandoned and selfconfidence destroyed
i tried, and did not succeed, a failure once again
I started at the top and belittled by the one, helping you was my only sin
