Lately it's all I seem to feel,
This feeling that is full of unwanted things...
Do you understand?
Can you understand?
Or am I making no sense
...
Wait don't leave
Let me try again,
Just hear me out
Then you'll know.
Then maybe,
I'll have helped you understand.
These tears that stream
And these circles that darken with time
They weren't always there,
They weren't always attached...
But lately I can't help but think
They've made themselves at home.
It's all I can do
Not to close my eyes
And see all that I've been hiding from
All that's been chasing me
All that I just can't run from.
I used to laugh
And my soul was radiant,
Ask anyone,
And you shall see...
It's hard to believe I know,
For my laughter has died down
Leaving this lump in my throat.
And my soul,
My soul no longer glows
It has no love to give
No hope to bring,
No faith to share.
There used to be a smile
Where this frown now lives
But it floated away sometime or another
And I haven't bothered to look for it.
It left for a reason,
A reason I am still unclear of
But I try
Day by Day
To piece this puzzle together.
Yet I know,
I can feel it
There are to many parts long gone...
Lately, It's all I seem to feel
This feeling full of unwanted things...
