Time to time again
I call out your name.
I scream it out in pure pain as well as pure hate.
I whisper it out of love well yes maybe.
You have burned me.
You have broken me.
But yet I still fight.
But yet I still stand.
I live off my hate of you to make me strong,
but my love of you makes me even stronger.
You are my pleasure, my pain, and my power.
You have spilled the band-aids.
No bandages can hold me together, not now anyway.
Now I have to stand and fight.
I can't give up now.
Time to time again
I cry out your name
making it sound like thunder clap.
You are my nightmare.
You are my pain.
All this is sad but true.
They say that truth sets you free.
Well, here is the truth.
I laugh by day and cry by night.
My mind wanders in the past trying to figure
out what happened.
I pretend that everything is okay.
I'm crying inside and nobody knows but me.
And all this is because of you.
Time to time again
I call out your name.
Knowing that you won't and can't answer.
You wanted to break me and that is what you did.
I live in pure confusion.
All because of you
Because of you all this happened
Because of you I'm broken and beaten.
You are the reason behind my hate and love.
You are the reason.
Yes, it is sad but true.
I want to hurt you just like you did me.
I want you to call out my name.
Time to time again
you call out my name.
Hearing nothing but yourself
Walking around in circles trying to figure where it all started
Trying to figure where did it all go wrong.
You will torture yourself with the what ifs.
It is like this and like that
You shall be burned because you burned me
I hope you like them apples.