Just so I can see you one more time before your sweet voice fades away.
The phases you go through from talking to jumping in excitement whilst watching CBeebies.
You are so special to me and my heart just drops and breaks, if you scream, cry or fall.
I can't handle the tears that fall out of your eyes or the grazes I see.
I feel so severely emotional as I knew I was partially responsible, and I lose thy some trust in the tree of our natural blood, I love her so much.
Another one linked to her brought new ambitions, so I can no longer bribe mine into the traps of freedom, for my sweet tender golden loving heart of justice and so much honesty and innocence.
I feel now you're gone your words still stick, but she never knows how to mean it in a way I can feel like I am being cared for.
When my heart aches she doesn't comfort me, or make me feel better or show me any sign of affection and absolutely no emotional support that i need so bad.
I feel like I am living when I am clearly lost in her beautiful eyes.
She remains her pointless ungrateful self, relaying on me for every bit of air she breathes.
I will always love her forevermore.
I will keep on holding on until this world will end, i can't bear thought of her alone, can you not see just the words have made such an impact?
Can you see that I am holding your weight on my shoulders, she was bad before, but now she's even worse.
She uses you for every little bit more to fuel the aggression
Worst of all is that you have sweet words and make sense and give me comfort for what you mean, but she has no idea what she is doing to me.
Now she has no meaning to commit to, at least you got your sweet words to make up for your loss of temper with your loose actions and lack of trust.
I try to bite the corner of my crust, here they call my name again and again, I can't have no freedom of the way she always compares me to so-called people, it's too much to take and is so provoking and so frustrating, I just can't hold on no more.
One day I might actually lose one precious thing and I'll die without it.
I love you, but I understand what is to happen to you if it was to happen to me, I will also lose my breathing if you were gone forever.
I can't take no more of this, what she doesn't know is what breaks my heart, hers was so long ago and somewhere else.
Now she thinks it's still the same, she doesn't even know what they did or didn't do for us, they and us still thought what they did was enough, so we can't have a final say for our own benefit and we were trapped.
What they did was never good enough.
I'm holding the world heavy on my shoulders; it's too much to take.
For this moment will not duct loose it will stay heavy forever on my cramping shoulders, though I got to hold on forever.
I just can't let go I got to hold on for the sake of life it's self and to listen and live towards the right path.
The one path that leads to garden of edens under which rivers flow.
The path of angels and a true closure to god.
Where the heaven lays gracefully at her feet, where you can't even say yuck to her face.
Forgiving her daughter, will by then break the chain, until you start a new padlock.
I must carry on being as patient as ever though life is not fair, I understand its so hard to be in this posisition, but i do not deserve this heartache...
I understand the grief and i am carrying the world on my shoulders and caring for you all and keeping it all together
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