A New Woman

I can't stand here no more

I am so sick of your stupid minds.
Never listening to me, ragging on me all the time, just because i am the quite one, the nice one.
The one who won't say a thing anyway and you abuse me.
You walk all over me.
Then start saying the harshest things then ask why i am upset, how rhetorical.
"Why do you get upset?"
They know why, then when i ask a question, that's it something the most stupid laziest person in the world does then i ask that's it-- the wars break out and all my work down the drain.
All like last time.
Why did it have to happen again?
all because of a stupid person, she trusts, the youngest and a first boy after several daughters.
"Mom get me this."
"OK."
There it is in his room, while i have to beg and keep asking for my life until i get one.
If you ask the question why about something a verbal argument will go on forever and i can't take it the devil laughs widely at what he's done.
I know if i am gone, she'll beg me to come back, if i ever left my home town to live somewhere else and got married without her knowledge she will see what it's like to be left out and the one who always gets the pain, the agony.
After having been through enough already.
Then she starts ragging about me crying all the time, well how can someone face life anymore longer, she should be grateful some would never even lift a cup from in front of them, wouldn't even be in the house, even speak to their mom's or go out in public with them.
She treats me like a piece of junk that's collected dust for years.
I have got so sick, but heaven is under her feet what can i do, what can i say.
All i do is let the tears roll down until someone comes along when the time is right, when my destiny will open the door, when fate says this is the moment.
Nagging so hard, i am so fed up i want to go, but not die i want to live, but i can't take life anymore i am crying as i write this


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I can`t stand here no more

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