THE WORLD THROUGH MY EYES

the longing of my eternal soul
is to find lasting peace,
a love that will pass
all understanding,
so far the love
in my life has fallen,
my heart aches til
i feel nothing at all,
no one will ever be
able to understand
the depths of my sadness,
the emptiness that is
my eternal soul,
birds fly over my head
searching for a
their distant land,
if i could soar on
their wings,
just to feel the
wind upon my face,
to feel their freedom
and serenity,
only to be brought
back to reality
with a cruel thud
on the ground,
please don't feel
sorry for me,
i had my chance
at happiness ,
but i let it slip
through my fingers,
still my longing
remains,
hauntly reminding
of what i miss,
who is to blame
well look in
the mirror,
you will see your answer,
every time i see
my reflection i realize,
i am the one at fault,
as time passes the
longing surpasses
until i can feel nothing at all..........