A New Woman
Too hard
Stress and a deep frustration.
Some how you're stuck this way.
With...
A push too far.
An ache so bad.
A cut so deep.
A hill that is so steep.
A rough patch so bad that my mind can't stop focus then i can't even sleep at all, all night.
A treasure I'd hoped i could keep.
Now eyes never see you.
I waited all of my life for you, i refused every other one.
Until their was no one left at all.
Not even just one.
Not even the violent.
Or a psycho.
I couldn't even give a maybe for an answer.
I was to afraid I'd lose you.
I couldn't risk, what happened on that day.
I couldn't forget the words you had to say.
I could forget the times you liked me in such a way.
Nothing, now everything i saved, it's like it's still here, but without no benefit.
If money could have been well spent, baby, you could have had a life you wouldn't believe.
Why didn't you call?
I could fall.
Why didn't you let me know.
That that's it your heart was just a phase.
Not a sacrifice.
Now i am trapped in ice.
With no body left who's nice.
How can i be melted out, you only have lifetime love once, not twice.
Now i cry even harder than ever before.
Nights have got sick of looking at me.
They are not alone.
They have the moon and the stars.
They have each other, but what have I.
I gave my soul to you.
You killed it inside me.
I'm still here, until it's my turn to go.
I wanted you, but now, you chose the way, but still you'll always be my shooting star.
I knew we would have got so far.
I tried too hard.
I love way too hard.
I waited too long so hard.
Now everything has ended the too hard way.
I will cry forever more.
I only have so much time left and I'll spend the rest of my days lonely, heart broken, used, abused and sore.
I have no idea if i tried too hard.
And if you were really worth all i thought you were.
Some how you're stuck this way.
With...
A push too far.
An ache so bad.
A cut so deep.
A hill that is so steep.
A rough patch so bad that my mind can't stop focus then i can't even sleep at all, all night.
A treasure I'd hoped i could keep.
Now eyes never see you.
I waited all of my life for you, i refused every other one.
Until their was no one left at all.
Not even just one.
Not even the violent.
Or a psycho.
I couldn't even give a maybe for an answer.
I was to afraid I'd lose you.
I couldn't risk, what happened on that day.
I couldn't forget the words you had to say.
I could forget the times you liked me in such a way.
Nothing, now everything i saved, it's like it's still here, but without no benefit.
If money could have been well spent, baby, you could have had a life you wouldn't believe.
Why didn't you call?
I could fall.
Why didn't you let me know.
That that's it your heart was just a phase.
Not a sacrifice.
Now i am trapped in ice.
With no body left who's nice.
How can i be melted out, you only have lifetime love once, not twice.
Now i cry even harder than ever before.
Nights have got sick of looking at me.
They are not alone.
They have the moon and the stars.
They have each other, but what have I.
I gave my soul to you.
You killed it inside me.
I'm still here, until it's my turn to go.
I wanted you, but now, you chose the way, but still you'll always be my shooting star.
I knew we would have got so far.
I tried too hard.
I love way too hard.
I waited too long so hard.
Now everything has ended the too hard way.
I will cry forever more.
I only have so much time left and I'll spend the rest of my days lonely, heart broken, used, abused and sore.
I have no idea if i tried too hard.
And if you were really worth all i thought you were.
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Too hard
Too hard
