Climb the highest mountain, punch the face of god
I would let god walk all over me, for I am too trusting
I've grown weary of this game,
You asking me personal questions,
Then running off to tell someone else.
I'm not meant to be used this way.
I know when someone is talking about me,
Like Santa Claus, I know good from bad.
I hate people playing games with me like this,
I'm am NOT a toy, I'm a human being
And I should be treated like a human being,
Not some desolate toy that you can abandon,
Yet play with whenever the times suit you.
I would never do such a thing to you,
I'm perhaps a bit more caring than you,
More affectionate and peaceful.
But you,
You start a riot with just one word of anger.
I can't believe I've ever trusted you,
To think that I once thought we got along,
But you've betrayed me and my thoughts,
Led me astray then pointed at me and laughed.
I should have known,
But I didn't,
Thus I am the dense fool.
I've always been a trusting person and that is my flaw.
I would let god him/herself waltz all over me,
Because I trust that they would pay me back.
I'm stupid and deserve the pain I get.
I've always been exhausted
From loving people
Who end up stabbing me in the back.
I've never had a deep friend, a true friend,
Only deep and true enemies.
But I've never been able to distinguish the difference.
Even now,
If I believed in the devil,
I would still consider him my friend.
Yet, I get disgusted severely with those
Who take up my time
For no damn reason.
I never tell them that, I always listen,
I'm always there for my friends/enemies
For I hope there comes a day when I am sore
And need some shoulder to lean on,
Even if I am without reason.
May 13, 2004
Suge
You asking me personal questions,
Then running off to tell someone else.
I'm not meant to be used this way.
I know when someone is talking about me,
Like Santa Claus, I know good from bad.
I hate people playing games with me like this,
I'm am NOT a toy, I'm a human being
And I should be treated like a human being,
Not some desolate toy that you can abandon,
Yet play with whenever the times suit you.
I would never do such a thing to you,
I'm perhaps a bit more caring than you,
More affectionate and peaceful.
But you,
You start a riot with just one word of anger.
I can't believe I've ever trusted you,
To think that I once thought we got along,
But you've betrayed me and my thoughts,
Led me astray then pointed at me and laughed.
I should have known,
But I didn't,
Thus I am the dense fool.
I've always been a trusting person and that is my flaw.
I would let god him/herself waltz all over me,
Because I trust that they would pay me back.
I'm stupid and deserve the pain I get.
I've always been exhausted
From loving people
Who end up stabbing me in the back.
I've never had a deep friend, a true friend,
Only deep and true enemies.
But I've never been able to distinguish the difference.
Even now,
If I believed in the devil,
I would still consider him my friend.
Yet, I get disgusted severely with those
Who take up my time
For no damn reason.
I never tell them that, I always listen,
I'm always there for my friends/enemies
For I hope there comes a day when I am sore
And need some shoulder to lean on,
Even if I am without reason.
May 13, 2004
Suge
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I would let god walk all over me, for I am too trusting
I would let god walk all over me, for I am too trusting
