Cristina (lonely2004jpn) was so persistent to have a relationship with me. I had no intention of courting her because my heart still belongs to Pam but Cristy was so persistent so I had no choice but to accept her and be my “panakip-butas” for a while.
I tried to break off with the affair for several times because I didn’t like to deceive anymore but she would leave offline messages such as “ikaw pa rin dito sa puso ko...ikaw ang isinisigaw ng puso ko!” and even her younger sister e-mailed me not to leave her alone, that she’s drinking too hard and crying out loud.
When I told her about the real score, she divulged she’s not surprised and still loved me for who and what I am. She’s a big liar then because she’s telling everyone that she turned away from me when in fact I was the one who left her. I never loved her, sorry, but she was only my “pamasak-butas.”
I will not leave FFF not because I want to lie again for the third time but because I love to contribute to its magazine section. Here is the proof that Cristy accepted me for being me but I had to let her go because I never loved her. -SALLIE, thePoeticJournalist
“SALLIE HONEY,
How are you today?and my cutie Ali Raza? Hope that both of you are fine thru the blessings of our lord, nabasa ko ang mail mo sa kin, i know and i believe u na mahal mo ako, at mahal din kita mahal ko kayo ni Ali boy, tanggap ko kung ano ka man sallie, god knows na minahal kita, pero kung sakaling mawala man ako , wag mo sanang isarado ang puso mo sa iba at mag mahal kang muli, ,, basta i-promise mo sa kin na magiging tapat kana sa susunod na mamahalin mo. baka lumipat na kc ako next week , pero d ko pa naipapasa ang divorced papers namin nasabi ko namn na cguro sayo ang buhay ko dto at kung ano ang buhay may asawa ako, ..kaya sa paglipat ko mawawalan na rin ako ng pc at mawawalan tayo ng connection katulad ng nasabi ko sayo noon, ito namng cell phone ko, ay galing sa asawa ko kaya pati ito binabawi sa kin, kaya mawawalan muna tayo ng communication pansamantala , hwag kang malungkot, ,, dahil mas malulungkot ako, dahil napamahal kana sa kin ganito lang talaga cguro ang buhay , dumarating ang mga pagsubok na din natin inaasahan minsan...hwag kang mag alala, pag nakagawa ako ng paraan puede akong sumaglit sa internet cafe dto , ,, kaya aalis na muna ako sa fff, dahil baka d ko rin ma chk ang mga message ko doon at baka maipon lang, ,, mahal kita sallie, gusto ko yung mga pinag gagawa natin noon, cyber sex, tawanan, tampuhan lahat ng yon di ko makakalimutan, mamaya after my work mag page ako sayo, sana naka online ka , miss na kc kita eh! kahit sandali gusto kitang maka chat, i love you!!! ikaw pa rin dito sa puso ko...........
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