We've known each other
for six consecutive months,
You were always there
every time they hurt me;
You put up with my mood,
my temper, my shortcomings,
You never left me
when they injured and broke my heart.
Offline messages, e-cards,
special pages, e-mails,
Sometimes we talk on the phone
but you're speechless;
You're discernibly excited
when you caught me online,
I can sense your affection
and I am thankful about it.
But I guess I have to let you go
as far as I'm concerned,
Your heart is aching
as I gave you so much pain;
I can't reciprocate your love
the way you want me to be,
Because you know very well,
I'm still in love with someone else.
You asked me why is it
I am head over heels in love with her,
Your admiration is better,
that you accepted the real me,
But no matter what I do,
I really can't deceive myself,
For I already loved her
even before she and I met the first time!
