Bleeding within I die
But not before I plead my case
Oh Lord I want to go to heaven
I was not always this way
Remember that summer I went swimming
The little girl I pulled from the water
I was not always this way
Oh no not always
Remember the war
Oh god I do
Remember the men I dragged to the chopper
Remember God oh please remember
I was not always this way
Remember the promises I truly meant them then
I was weak later but I truly meant them then
Oh God, Oh Lord
I was not always this way
Remember oh please remember
I was not always this way
Oh God...