It seems like
you don't want to have feelings for me,
but you really do
and you try so hard to hide it.
Seems to me
like you love your girlfriend
you don't want to lose
what you have with her,
you don't want to take that chance.
You have me hanging by a string
just in case what you got with her falls apart.
I guess I'm your backup?
Though you still thought twice about calling me
I could tell you still care,
somehow I'm still in your heart.
I know how I feel
nothing's changed I still love you.
I guess I still have a little hope
of us being together someday.
Do you know what you feel?
Are you as happy as you could be?
Or do you feel like something's missing,
a part of you feels empty?
I know no matter what happens
we will always be close in some way,
you and I will always be friends.
We've shared too many things to just let go.
We shared some secrets, pain,
and even a little of our lives.
You always gave me good advice
even though sometimes I wouldn't take it,
but you only told me the truth
what I needed to hear for my own good.
Now all I can do is thank god
for putting you in my life.
And anywhere our roads may lead us
I know we will meet half ways,
because this bond we have
no one can take or come between.
I know I say I'm over you
but the truth is every day
I love you more,
you may or may not understand
but my heart will always be yours.