I wish I could just stop loving you
because it hurts too much,
all I ever do is think of you.
Every morning when I wake
the first thought I have is you,
every night before I go to bed
you're the last thought in my head.
What can I do to stop loving you?
Do I need to meet someone new?
Do I need to pretend I never met you?
Is there any way to get you out of my heart?
Those are some questions I always ask myself,
but for some reason I can't find the answers.
Sometimes at night I lay in bed and wonder;
Are you happy with your life now?
Does she make you feel complete?
Do you ever even think of me?
Or am I just something you've left behind,
like I never happened it was just a dream.
All those things you told me, were they all lies?
Or did you really feel them at that time?
I just wish I could stop loving you
but it's not as easy as I thought it would be.
You're deep inside my heart
you've taken a big part of me.
I'm no longer whole inside
there's a void so big and wide.
I try to fill it with other things,
like my love for music and poetry
but not even that can fill that void you left.
You marked me for life
weather good or bad I don't believe in love anymore,
you cut deep like a knife
It's closed and locked now my hearts door,
never again to be opened
for I don't want it to get torn and hurt.
I just wish I could stop loving you
stop thinking of you,
so I could move on
I have to be strong,
for if someday you come back
I don't want to give in
I want to be able to say to you,
I already stopped loving you.