I don't know why I do this to myself
I just keep hurting my heart.
When I think about you
and all the things we shared.
I know you don't even think of me
but I can't stop what I feel
I don't have control of this.
I just wish this pain you caused
would go away with all your memories.
But it's useless to even try to forget you
I tried so many times and failed.
I even told someone I didn't love
that I wanted to be with him,
just to try and get you out of my heart
but all I did was hurt a person
who didn't deserve to be lied to.
When I hear a song you liked
all I can do is listen and cry.
I remember when we were on the phone at night
when you would call me, "baby"
It made me feel like I meant something to you.
But now that it's all over
I know that it was just a game to you.
I hope that one day I can forget you
because for now you're still in my heart.
I don't know why but I still have hope
that one day our paths will cross once again,
and maybe this time things will be different.
Maybe this time you will realize what you had
was in the palm of your hands.
But that will never come true
you never saw it back then.
So, I know I should forget you
and never think of you again.
